Anxiety to Confidence: Writing Conventions

Hello, my creative critters, and welcome to another blog post!

I am excited to share some news: I will be participating in Writers Cantina this month, taking place on July 25-26. During the event, I’ll be featured in three separate panels alongside some truly remarkable authors and industry professionals. Tickets are now available at $20 per person per day, with a $25 rate at the door. I sincerely hope to see many of you there—your support means the world to me.

Now, let’s shift gears and reflect on an experience that has profoundly shaped my journey as a writer and individual: attending conventions.

From Anxiety to Confidence: My Evolution at Writing Conventions

Looking back, my initial foray into the world of conventions was marked by a mixture of excitement and apprehension. I vividly recall my first convention at the age of fifteen—back in 2014—an era when my world was limited mainly to the noisy household I grew up in, and my days were often spent sleeping in or lost in stories of my creation.

That first experience took place at Utah Valley University, where I attended alongside family members who shared similar aspirations of becoming authors. I remember feeling a blend of curiosity and nervousness as I navigated the bustling event, unsure of my place among seasoned writers and industry insiders. Yet, that day proved to be a pivotal moment—one that forever altered my perspective and opened my eyes to the possibilities ahead.

Over the years, attending conventions evolved from a daunting task into an invaluable part of my growth. Although my first solo convention experience didn’t come until I turned eighteen, those early trips with family provided a foundation of comfort and familiarity that eased my transition into independent participation. Each event was an adventure—an opportunity to learn, connect, and challenge myself.

As an ambivert, I exhibit both introverted and extroverted tendencies, which have made my convention experiences uniquely complex. When I’m alone in unfamiliar settings, I tend to observe quietly, absorbing the environment without feeling the need to engage immediately. Conversely, when I’m with friends or familiar faces, I become lively and enthusiastic, eager to exchange ideas and share stories.

Initially, attending solo was intimidating. The prospect of approaching strangers or speaking up in panels often felt overwhelming. However, having someone I trusted by my side made a significant difference. Over time, I learned to embrace these moments of discomfort as opportunities for growth. Each interaction—no matter how small—contributed to my increasing confidence.

Participating in workshops, panels, and informal conversations at various conferences across Utah, including those in Salt Lake City, UVU, BYU, Wasatch County, and Provo, has been instrumental in my development. These experiences have helped me refine my writing skills, expand my network, and forge lasting friendships rooted in shared passion.

More importantly, these conventions taught me resilience. There were moments of self-doubt, times when I questioned whether I belonged in such vibrant, dynamic environments. Yet, each time I persevered, I found myself more comfortable, more confident, and more eager to participate.

Growth often begins with stepping outside your comfort zone. Showing up, engaging, and being present are the first steps toward realizing your potential.

Looking back, I am grateful for every convention I’ve attended. What once seemed like intimidating hurdles have become some of the most rewarding experiences of my life. They have encouraged me to develop my voice, connect authentically with others, and embrace the uncertainties inherent in the creative process.

If I could offer one piece of advice to my fifteen-year-old self, this: Trust in the process. Growth doesn’t happen when we stay safely within our shells—it occurs when we take that brave step forward, even when fear is present.

Every challenge we face as writers and individuals is an opportunity to grow. The conventions, workshops, and gatherings are more than just events—they are catalysts for transformation. So, to anyone hesitating to attend, submit, or participate: I encourage you to take that leap. The journey may be intimidating at first, but the rewards are well worth it.

Thank you for reading, and I look forward to connecting with many of you at Writers Cantina. Until then, keep creating, keep dreaming, and never underestimate the power of showing up.

-E.L. Dawn